A Page from my diary...1

A page from my diary..as written by me..

A day of scorching heat and sweat..and a night full of lightnings and thunderstorms..
Life's been possibly the best these days...SSC results..classes..new frnds..in short a new life..as they say...a new beginning..hmmm...it is new for me..a totally unknown environment ..unknown..anxiety..eagerness..pressures..values..jumbled up in the valley of emotions..but i can cope up with i know..coz i have a new way to look at my life..
The crossroads are here..i've crossed them..and ahead lies a big long road..possibly with hardships and hurricanes..but today i want to decide..that im going to do well..better..i remember what one of favourite teacher had said..now..its a clean slate..but yet there will be a few unerasable impressions..which i wont care to fill..
For me..facing life has been the most difficult part of living...alone..the emotions and all..well..was it wrong attitude? which i've now left back somewhere..or is it the inflluence..the good one of course..from my dear ones..?
Whenever i sit or rather lie down on the bed to write a page for my diary..i never manage to complete it..coz a flash of memories comes every now and then..and i lose myself in the treasure of those beautiful days..when i bunked lectures just to sit in the library and have a hearty chat with everyone..those days..when i just saw my favourite movies two days before the board exams..those long hours of chatting on the net and cell..those awesome dancing days at the camp..or..the greediness after the farewell night..or..(with utmost modesty)..someone calling me the actual topper of my school..
Everything which i loved..and lived..never was thought about actually..it just..just happened..!
I want to thank everyone who had contributed in making me, "me"..coz whothout them..there wouldnt have been the AthyKul..

And then..when i yet again lie on my bed with a blank page of my diary and a pen to accompany..i dont understand where to start from and what to write..but what happens when i get so carried away in my cherishable temptational moments..is just another example of what is written above..